I haven't posted in ages! but here is goes.
I felt like an idiot for trusting a friend that might not be a true friend....
I give her my kindness I, give her my things and what I get in return, might be nothing.
What she gave me was her kindness as well, but she also gave me her anger.
She tells me her secrets and I said ill keep them as a secret, but I dont know if she believes me or not.
To tell you the truth I'm not sure if it was her that backstabbed me, but i really hurts.
I tell everyone that i am fine because i know that she is a type of person that backstab people, but I still felt agony.
I still feel like and idiot because there are people out there that experience more painful things than me.
I going to say this, that im a really bad friend because i lie to my friends so i don't hurt them and other reasons.
I just want to post this just to express my feelings right now.
Well theres always this every cloud has a silver lining (idiom)
Thankyou for reading~!